Things I Shouldn’t Say

<p>I took a break from recording and releasing because life was kicking my ass. But I’m back. Releasing old episodes.</p><p>I was afraid of sounding like I didn’t know what I was doing. Im going to do it afraid...

<p>I used to think being helpful made me valuable.</p> <p>Now I see it just made me disappear.</p> <p>This episode is about choosing wholeness over usefulness — and realizing not every friendship has space for the real...

<p>In this episode, I talk about what success really means when you’ve been through too much.</p><br/><p>I explore the fear of success — not because I can’t handle it, but because I’ve learned to expect loss, betrayal...

<p>This episode is for the ones who never felt at home here. </p><br/><p>I talk about what it means to be a starseed, how grief and trauma can ground us in places we were never meant to stay, and the moment I realized I...

<p>In this episode I talk about the kind of rage that comes from being silenced, violated, and underestimated — and how sacred it becomes when we finally let it speak.</p><br/><p> I share why my rage isn’t something to...

<p>Grief cracked open a conversation I never meant to have with God.</p><br/><p>In this episode, I talk about how loss shaped my spirituality, my resistance to faith, and the complicated relationship I’ve had with TMH...

<p >This is the labor they never acknowledge</p><br/><p >The holding, the checking in, the noticing, the softening</p><br/><p >I talk about what emotional labor costs — especially when it’s expected, unpaid, or...

<p >I used to beg to be chosen</p><br/><p >Now I’m choosing who gets access</p><br/><p >I talk about wanting friendships rooted in emotional maturity, peace, and presence, not chaos</p><br/><p >No more dumping. No more...

<p >I thought being loyal would get me loyalty in return</p><br/><p >I was wrong. </p><br/><p >I got burnt out and let down</p><br/><p > </p><br/><p >For the ones who thought sticking around would earn them Love</p>...

<p >They don’t talk about the mothers who wound you quietly</p><br/><p >The ones who break your trust with soft voices and sharp eyes</p><br/><p >I loved her. I still might.</p><br/><p >But I had to leave</p><br/><p...

<p >This one is messy.</p><br/><p >It’s not a lesson, it’s letting go.</p><br/><p >I talk about emotional burnout — the kind you can’t meditate your way out of.</p><br/><p >The kind that turns love into...

This was hard to say out loud.<br/>But I’m done curating my truth to make people feel safe.<br/>I talk about what it’s like to be the version of me that no longer needs approval — and what I lost to get here.<br/>Listen...

<p >I was everyone else’s mirror for so long, I forgot I had a face</p><br/><p >I realized I didn’t actually know who I was — only who I’d been trained to be.</p><br/><p >This episode is about the heartbreak, the...

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