Messy & Serene

This one is for anyone who has ever had a day where everything that could go wrong did. And then the patio door shattered. This week I am sharing the story of one of my hardest days in a long time. A red day in my...

We took an unplanned week off. Life got full. Something had to give. And this week I am back with a real update on where things have been, what is coming, and a little grace for all of us who are doing our best in the...

I experience imposter syndrome more often than I care to admit. Sometimes multiple times in the same day. Even when the evidence says the opposite. Even when God is clearly moving. This week we are talking about the...

The messy middle is the waiting room. And I think that is actually what this whole podcast has been about from the very beginning. This week we are talking about the space between where you started and where you are...

Before you scroll past - this is not an attack on being positive. I love positivity. Stay with me. This week we are talking about the difference between genuine encouragement and toxic positivity. The way that...

This one is for anyone who has ever prayed and heard nothing back. The seasons where God feels completely quiet are some of the hardest in a life of faith. Because we expect Him to show up big and obvious and...

After last week we needed a breath. This is that breath. This week we are talking about grace. The kind you give yourself when you realize you have been holding yourself to a standard nobody could meet. And the kind you...

This one is heavy. And holy. And I believe someone needs to hear it today. This week we are talking about suffering well- what it actually means, what it actually costs, and what it looks like from the inside of a...

This is not a budgeting episode. This is a come-sit-down-and-let-me-tell-you-what-nobody-told-me episode. I grew up with strong financial foundations. I had licenses. I knew the systems. And I still lost myself in the...

Let me be honest with you about something. The scroll still gets me. I have not overcome it. I manage it. But I have not arrived at a place where it has zero effect on me. And I think pretending otherwise would be doing...

This one is for anyone who has ever felt like they were growing in a direction the people around them couldn't quite follow. Or who has moved so many times that deep, settled community keeps feeling just out of reach...

Married ladies - I told you I had you. This one is for us. This week we are talking about the things nobody warns you about before you say I do. Not the vague "marriage takes work" version. The real version. The...

This one is for my single ladies and the ones still in the dating season. But if you're married - don't skip. Think about who in your life needs this message. A friend. A daughter. Someone you love who keeps choosing...

This one is a little lighter. A little more honest. And somehow still going to hit exactly where you live. This week I'm sitting down and talking about the parts of myself I have had to make peace with. The...

This one has been sitting with me for a long time. And I finally felt ready to say it out loud. This week we are talking about the connection between emotional stress and physical illness. The years I spent saying yes...