
Filthy Hope | Faith. No Filter.
From witness to contestant: choosing to step back into the light
CONTENT WARNING: This episode discusses sexual assault, court trials, and trauma. Please take care listening. For support, you can reach out to: 1800RESPECT on 1800 737 732, Lifeline on 13 11 14, or Blue Knot Foundation on 1300 657 380. How do you step onto a beauty pageant stage while taking the witness stand in a sexual assault trial? 0:00 - Content warning 0:27 - Intro: Faith. No Filter. 1:14 - Pageant life and Miss Congeniality 3:48 - The email on cross-examination day 4:44 - Clarifying the court case 6:47 - Entering Miss Grand Australia 8:54 - "It's like ballet world" 11:21 - The 40 different pageant systems 12:56 - Unboxing, puppy clips, and tanning 13:17 - The evening gown and feather symbolism 18:12 - Raising $12,000 for Destiny Rescue 20:26 - A real dichotomy: from trial to joy In this episode of Filthy Hope, hosts Rev Ness Williams-Henke and Rev Jon Humphries welcome back friend of the podcast Sarah Rose. Fresh off being crowned Miss Congeniality and Fourth Runner-Up at Miss Grand Australia 2026, Sarah opens up about the surreal reality of navigating an intense courtroom cross-examination on the exact same day she received her pageant finalist news. Far from a pursuit of vanity, Sarah shares how stepping into pageant life offered a vital outlet of joy, light, and purpose amidst profound heaviness. From the symbolism of feathers and custom gowns to raising over $12,000 for child exploitation charity Destiny Rescue, Sarah demonstrates what it truly means to be a woman of impact when life gets messy.






