
This Is Healing
This is Healing — Heka
I coach two CrossFit classes and cry after both — not because anything goes wrong, but because I keep comparing myself to a dead man who was the best coach I’ve ever known. This episode moves through the parts of myself I’m only beginning to know, a dinner-party confession, an MDMA session I entered intentionally looking for the parts I usually avoid, and Isis traveling with seven venomous scorpions. None of it gets fixed. A part can be powerful without being sovereign. You can name what is moving through you without giving it the whole kingdom. That is Heka.

