
The First Responder Wellness Podcast
The Cop Who Couldn’t Forgive Himself | Jason Lehman
Retired police officer Jason Lehman shares how he became the overaggressive cop he had once encountered as a kid, and why changing his behavior was only part of the work. In this conversation with Chris Logan, Jason reflects on the power of the badge, moral injury, accountability, and the things he struggled to forgive himself for. He speaks openly about a period of suicidal thoughts, the unexpected call from his father during a crisis, and the people who made it clear: “I’m for you.” Chris also shares a hard lesson from his own recovery: stopping drugs and alcohol didn’t automatically change how he treated people. Together, they discuss what it takes to do the deeper work and why a first responder is more than the uniform they wear. For confidential support, or simply to learn more with no commitment, visit https://frhealth.com/ or call 888-443-4898.

