The Even If Project

In this episode, we continue through John 12 and step into the moment often called the Triumphal Entry. The crowds celebrate Jesus as king, but they misunderstand the kind of rescue He came to bring. We talk about why...

John 12 begins with a quiet moment before the final week of Jesus’ life. At a dinner in Bethany, Mary pours out expensive perfume onto Jesus — an act of love that some see as beautiful and others see as wasteful. In...

John 11 closes with tension, not celebration. After Jesus raises Lazarus from the dead, the reactions are split. Some believe. Others grow fearful. Religious leaders begin planning Jesus’ death, and the timeline toward...

In John 11:28–44, Jesus arrives after Lazarus has already died — and instead of rushing past the grief, He steps into it. Mary falls at His feet. The crowd is confused. And before the miracle ever happens, Jesus weeps...

What does faith look like when Jesus doesn’t move as fast as we expect? In this episode, we walk through John 11:1–27 , the opening of the Lazarus story — focusing on the waiting, the grief, and the tension before the...

In this episode, we walk through John 10:22–42 — a moment filled with pressure, fear, and hard questions, where Jesus is surrounded and asked to say plainly who He is. Instead of giving the answer they want, Jesus...

Why does it feel like our minds never get a break anymore? ***This episode discusses how fear-based stories and constant alerts can heighten anxiety. It is not intended as a safety guide, but as a conversation about how...

In John 10:1–21, Jesus describes Himself as the Good Shepherd — not one who pressures or abandons, but one who knows His people by name and lays down His life for them. In this episode, we read through this passage...

The start of a new year can feel loud and overwhelming. Resolutions, goals, pressure to change everything all at once.In this Between the Verses episode, I share how I plan for the year ahead in a way that feels calm...

In this episode, we walk slowly through John 9:1–41 and talk about what happens when Jesus heals a man who has been blind from birth — and why that miracle leads to tension instead of celebration. This conversation...

There are seasons where faith doesn’t disappear — it just feels heavier. In this Between the Verses episode, Christina talks honestly about what it’s like when motivation fades, excitement quiets, and staying starts to...

A lot of people believed in Jesus — until His words started getting personal.In this episode of The Even If Project, we walk through John 8:30 –59 and talk about what happens when belief turns into resistance.Not...

Mental health struggles don’t mean your faith is weak. In this episode of The Even If Project, we talk honestly about anxiety, burnout, depression, and emotional exhaustion, and how they intersect with Christianity in...

In this episode, we walk through John 8:12–30 and talk about why Jesus’ words often feel uncomfortable — not because they’re confusing, but because they challenge control. Below are the reflection questions from this...

Why does caring what people think take up so much space in our minds? In this Between the Verses episode, Christina talks through the quiet pressure of managing others’ opinions — from parenting in public, to...