The Deeper Love Podcast: For the Woman Healing After Betraying Someone She Loved

This episode is a deep, unflinching exploration of the question almost every woman asks herself after an affair: how the hell did I become this woman? I break open the identity rupture that happens when the “good girl,”...

Betrayal, alcoholism, shame, self-destruction, and the breakdown of a marriage. My guest this week is Amity Rose, and she’s been through all of the above, and via a lot of personal reflection, taught herself how to face...

One of the hardest parts of the aftermath of an affair is feeling like you’re the only one doing the work. You’re reading the books. Listening to the podcasts. Going to therapy. Reflecting. Trying to understand...

This episode is taken from The Sanctuary - a private online community for women who’ve had an affair. Find out more and join today at https://www.alexcroxford.com/the-sanctuary  — This is one of the most common...

This episode is taken from The Sanctuary - a private online community for women who’ve had an affair. Find out more and join today at https://www.alexcroxford.com/the-sanctuary  . The part of you that feels like...

This episode is shared from The Sanctuary - a private online community for women who’ve had an affair. Find out more and join today at https://www.alexcroxford.com/the-sanctuary  — It's the question that keeps so...

Nobody tells you how to have the conversations that come after an affair. The reveal is the biggest, followed by the questions that come after and the conversations that go round and round in circles and leave you both...

This week I had a reel go pretty much viral on Instagram. 424 shares, hundreds of saves, so many messages. And I think I know why. Because I was saying something that almost nobody else in the infidelity space is...

I was Googling at three o'clock in the morning how to forgive myself for cheating. And if only it had been as simple as Google giving me a list and then everything being right with the world. But it wasn't, and the...

Once a cheat, always a cheat. If you've been unfaithful, that sentence is probably going around and around in your head. Maybe you're asking it about yourself. Maybe someone else has said it to you. And I think rather...

Seven years ago, I would have rolled my eyes at everything in this episode. I thought crystals were bollocks. I thought energy healing was bollocks. I thought past lives were definitely bollocks. I was a rational...

I want to take you back to 2019. Sat in Homerton Hospital, in the fertility department with my then husband next to me. Signing the consent forms for IVF. And the whole time, I was carrying the secret that I had been...

Everyone talks about the moment the affair comes out. Nobody talks about what happens next. In this episode, I'm going inside the year that broke me far more than the affair itself - the year I spent trying to repair...

For two years after the affair, I told no one. Not my husband. Not the friends I’d call sisters, the ones who’d held me through my own heartbreak years earlier. I sat at New Year’s parties and weddings and birthdays...

Why is a podcast about healing after betrayal is called The Deeper Love Podcast . In this episode, I'm answering that. At my core, I believe the detonation that an affair brings to your life can absolutely become the...